Leaving My childhood Home

It done, the date is set. Were Selling My Home of sixteen Year. I knew that the day would come that my Home would have to Go! A sad farewell but change is good I have alot of memories. And I always will we.

The plan is that the house will sell (dad will put most of his stuff in Storage), then Dad will Go to Saskatchewan to live with my grandma and grandpa, till he find a job, apartment and buys a new Car. Then in the spring Dad will come to back to pick up his stuff, Then come pick me and drive back to where ever we be living.

 ~ Jessica ~ 

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It's been a Week since I started my weight loss challenge within the week I started to notices the change that come with loosing weight.
I feel Much lighter and less tired I also much more toned then the weeks before my stomach  is starting to disappear. Which I thought would take much longer but I've always had been able to lose weight easily and gain it back as fast.
I give props to my diet (4 small meals a day) jogging at the end of day and other such activities during the day!
I lose 6 pound Yay  which mean I'm 25 pound more to lose I just have to keep to my goals and habit I've pick up these week! 
                                                  ~Jessica~

Weightloss 23 day Challenge

K am starting My weight loss Challenge today

My starting Weight is 164.3 

My Goal is to lose as much weight possible in 23 Days. 
Which means I got to lose Thirty pounds. I plan to ran Two time's a day Do push up and sit up which hear help get rid of the extra skin. Also I heard that  Pure apple cider vinegar is great at speeding up weight loss results. And that It helps food move through the bowels faster, and most important, it releases fat cells from the body to promote fat loss. and it's says to Mix two tablespoons in a glass of water before each meal. I also know that drinking More water help's the metabolism. I also am think of eating  4-6 meals a day,but  small meals.
Am going do a weight in Blog every Sunday till School.

Dreams

Dreams, I usually don't remember much of them, But when I wake up and I do remember them there always about persuading my life to fullest, Like going after my dream to study abroad in a country were the native  language isn't English like south Korea or Finland. 

So recently I been thinking that I should persuade them and live that life I want, but is so far out of reach. There so many thing I have to do to be able to do this, I would have to learn the language that the country Speaks, earn the money Needed and Get Higher grade's in school and maybe it would be possible. I  have so many thing to do to fulfill these dreams.

It not just dreams about going abroad, But to became successfully with my video's on YouTube. So starting tomorrow am going to start being more harder on my self about my Vlog, That mean Editing my video and actually talking about something interesting even if it takes a couple year. I am doing this.

I also want to became more socially aware and a better friend. 

Because of my inability to actually hold a conversation I always have avoided talking for a long period of time (Social anxiety disorder). Adding onto that, I would have to overcome that inability to be socially involved. 

~ Jessica ~ 

Am i Sane

Just couple hours ago my friend ask if I was prepared for what's to come with the whole YouTube life?

To tell the true I am prepared for it and not worry at all. 

I might not be prepared for when I start to get a insane amount of subscriber's. 

But I know that will not happen for awhile, Not in till i get a better camera and editing program like other YouTuber's have. But right am right now am satisfied with what am doing with my rants vlog's at the moment n with only two sub's. And I know to became know I have to keep going at it. And to ignore the trolls that come along with the YouTube deal, which I will ignore them and lucky they haven't Bothered me Yet. 

~Jessica~

And if you want to check my YouTube out the link is 

http://www.youtube.com/user/JukkaJessica?feature=mhee

My relationship With my Mom

As I look at my friends relationship with there mom's I tend to get Sad, Because I don't have a relationship like that  with my mom I can't tell her stuff that normal teen tell there mom. and it's been like that since my parents divorce, it's weird i didn't pick side but my mom doesn't treat me like my brother and sister.

She doesn't even push me me to talk her instead she ignore me most the time when am in her presents.

The only time she said anything heart felt is when I Yell at her and leave the house to go to my dad, To get away from her yelling at me for how I act, And  yes I act out, to get her attention. I don't really care at why I I did it. Now I don't even try, because I see no way on having her treat me nicer then she does. for now am just going to let it run it's course. 

~ Jessica ~

Favourite Quotes !!!

There's an evolutionary imperative why we give a crap about our family and friends. And there's an evolutionary imperative why we don't give a crap about anybody else. If we loved all people indiscriminately, we couldn't function.

                                   ~David Foster, House M.D., TB or Not TB, 2005

A good film is when the price of the dinner, the theatre admission and the babysitter were worth it.

~Alfred Hitchcock 

It's not that some people have willpower and some don't. It's that some people are ready to change and others are not.

~James Gordon, M.D.

Misfortune shows those who are not really friends.

~Aristotle (384 BC - 322 BC), Eudemian Ethics

Character is like a tree and reputation like its shadow. The shadow is what we think of it; the tree is the real thing.

~Abraham Lincoln (1809 - 1865), Lincoln's Own Stories

Hope is a waking dream.

~Aristotle (384 BC - 322 BC), from Diogenes Laertius, 

Lives of Eminent Philosopher

School.............NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

5 weeks till School

Not looking forewords For it.

As long as I remember I had a burning hate for school, Just having to sit in a small space  for six hours a day five days a week for 9 months. I think is a big  waste. Why do we young people have to go to school for 13 years, and most of the stuff you learn you don't use after your done school. A waste of my time but it got to happen because you can't get a job without a high school education Now days.

 Now for some people they enjoy school and love to wake at seven o'clock 5 days a week just to go to school, But am not one of those students, I rather just stay in bed till twelve get up then go to work.

But NO, it's the law to go to school till your eighteen in Canada, better yet they actually are going to start  fining those who don't go school, Another way for the Canadian government to milk money out of are 

pocket's (not that they need more money). The sad thing is that in the last couple year I've been a total slacker. I've also fail grade seven for not bothering to go (Am in grade ten Now). 

My reason is that I've never found my lesson any fun and I never have people who are actually good quality friend before in my classes(expect my second semester, but I  had only one good class.) I've always been put in a class with assholes, Bitches and gang members. Which in the end I always just sit in my desk and do absolutely but  listing to music staring out the window daydreaming about Gackt(Japanese Hotness).

And there wondering why I miss school so much and I know it just not that but yeah.

But it not just that reason. I've always had a problem with school. I guess from bullying during my childhood, which cause me to have problem with trust toward other classmate's.  Now bullying isn't a problem for me now days. 

And know how the school's have tough policy's on bully's now day, Well my question is what the hell do these policy's do ? My Reason for this is that every time I see bullying happen in hallways of the school, there is usually a teacher standing a flew feet away from what's happening, Which I find weird that the teacher is doing nothing and I know that they know what happening. What happen to nailing down on the bullying in school's? 

And i know for a fact it doesn't just happen in my school But happens all around Winnipeg (I know because my friends from other division see it happening in there school's as well).

But hopefully this school year will be different and there won't be much bullying, Gang activity's, Girl stealing other girls boyfriend and jocks being jocks. And actually getting good marks.
And maybe a Boyfriend !

I Hate YOU Drama

DRAMA

How I hate you 

When I see you I run to the close's exit 

Why do you turn the nice Girl's into lion's

I hate you

Fashion NOUT

Fashion NOUT by jessiefin273 featuring flower bags

Black tank
$55 - topshop.com

Genetic Denim distressed skinny jeans
$80 - bluefly.com

Not Too Coy retro shoes
$169 - zappos.com

Dorothy Perkins flower bag
£15 - dorothyperkins.com

Gold plated jewelry
$220 - net-a-porter.com

Ray-Ban ray ban sunglasses
ray-ban.com

Obsessed over South Korean boy Band

Lately i have be obsessing over some boy band from Korea for example

And am Proud to say I LUV YOU ALL

SHINee

MBLAQ (Hayyyyaayaya Lee Joon)

dbsk

HEHEHE

There all so Hot

And am Sorry but I turned into a fan girl But I can't help IT!!!!!!

Just wanted to put this out sorry :)

~ Jessica ~

Advice Wanted ^_^

For last couple of day I've been thinking on what kinda video's I should do my for my YouTube channel

But I don't now what to To do so Who ever is reading this 

         Have any Advice 

I kinda need it soon. Because I will be doing videos every Friday and Tuesday till I go back to school in September. Than I will most likely upload once a week.

So please any idea on what i should do for my vlog's!

Thanz 

~ Jessica Peters~ 

Pinks Most wanted

Pinks Most wanted by jessiefin273 featuring leather heels

Lace dress
£16 - dressrail.com

Miss KG leather heels
£45 - kurtgeiger.com

Zara clutch handbag
$100 - zara.com

Wet Seal bangle bracelet
$13 - wetseal.com

Charles Hubert watch
$115 - endless.com

Linea Yellow gerbera
£1.20 - houseoffraser.co.uk

Amazon.com: 12x18 / 12 x 18 Red Rustic Pine Picture Frame - NEW .....
$16 - amazon.com

YOUTUBE !!!!!!!

For some reason am made a YouTube channel some month ago
                   Recently I begin get more view on my two videos 
 Unbelievably as it is am actually beginning to actually enjoying make vids
                            Now I just got to keep make video and maybe I'll be a partner someday (Doubt it).


              But I hope i keep my interest  in it because I tend to lose interest in My hobbies.
                                                          For example Cadet, learning the snare drums,Karate and etc.

 

Rain YEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Yes people But what the title say it has finally Rain in My Wonderful City.
                If you have Read my early post about not having rain in so long 
Well it finally rain for a whole DAY :) 
                                          Off and on I mean :(
              IT's was the first time since The middle of June since it had rain 
 But now it COLD and Sad Outside now thanx alot Rain :(
                                                But hopefully It thunderstorm soon !


                                                  ~ Jessica Jukka Peters~

Epic Meal time

Oh EPIC Meal TIME.... HOW I LUV YOU SO FUCKIN MUCH THNZ FOR BEING CANADIAN!

Summer I luv your hot weather your giving us But Give us Rain Sometime

(A Sunny day again) 

I live in Canadian Prairies, Winnipeg to precise. Were use to having a mix of all different type of weather in a weeks time (except for snow). But this summer it feels like a Oven and As far as I remember our summer usually don't into the 30's Days after days. And this Summer its only rain 4 times as unbelievable as it is.

It only thunderstorm twice in the city and they only lasted 10 mins.

And we never get that thunder storm the News Report Says is going to happen

We also had are share of tornado warning but we never seen any funnel, just green sky.

The tornado always skip town and hit outside the City.

It kinda makes it feel like Winnipeg is a dead zone for Severe storm.

But am saying that to soon 

We still Have 2 months left of hot weather

And sometime's I think mother earth is gathering her strength to

hit Winnipeg Hard 

And if you live in Winnipeg you know if a Hugh storm or tornado was happen outside your 

door while you were asleep, You would get no type of warning unlese your t.v or radio was on to hear that warning.

It's kinda sad that we don't have Tornado siren.

With the warning we get all time about tornado am just waiting for a big one to came with no warning and suck Us UP.

Wanted: My life back Reward:1,00,000,

Just sometimes I want runaway from looking in the mirror, afraid that when Look in Am not going to be happy about what I see. Am not afraid of what I look like No i know that am beautiful in my own way! What  i am afraid is  what I become 0¬0

I grow up I've change frankly everybody changes in there own way. some  change for the good and change into monsters. But i feel that i don't any more life. I've giving up on my dream, thinking why try when there no hope. But am trying i hope that maybe just maybe my dream being able to go abroad would happenAm disappointed with myself for letting go Just dropping everything But i feel the life am living does not give Happiness and the joy i should be having at my age But i know i have Try what in my power to make that joy of life 

                                                                               myself.

                                ~ Jessica Jukka Florence Peters~ 

For Some reason people like running me Over ^____^

(Keep in mind that I don't own this pic I just using it as a example)

For some odd reason as long as I can remember I've always had the misfortune of having close call and even getting hit by cars(which wasn't my fault). My friends Say that I just have the luck of attracting jackass driving
(young wannabe gangster).That have no respect for people walking. For example My friends Cooper,Alex,Dylan and Scott (all boys I KNOW). We Were crossing intersection when idiot decided to whip out of the 7/11 parking lot and Draft into the intersection when were walking across only to stop centimetres away from and which  piss the fuck out so i kicked his car and give him the finger. The idiot Then draft around the corner only to hit the Shift wrong stalling his civic and hitting the curve. And of course Driving off into the Sunset.(karma much).  And of course i Never been Injured believe it or not From getting hit.Which I shouldn't say because I would just would cause karma. And i wonder why some people who can't drive for shit pass there driver's :(