Dreams

Dreams, I usually don't remember much of them, But when I wake up and I do remember them there always about persuading my life to fullest, Like going after my dream to study abroad in a country were the native  language isn't English like south Korea or Finland. 

So recently I been thinking that I should persuade them and live that life I want, but is so far out of reach. There so many thing I have to do to be able to do this, I would have to learn the language that the country Speaks, earn the money Needed and Get Higher grade's in school and maybe it would be possible. I  have so many thing to do to fulfill these dreams.

It not just dreams about going abroad, But to became successfully with my video's on YouTube. So starting tomorrow am going to start being more harder on my self about my Vlog, That mean Editing my video and actually talking about something interesting even if it takes a couple year. I am doing this.

I also want to became more socially aware and a better friend. 

Because of my inability to actually hold a conversation I always have avoided talking for a long period of time (Social anxiety disorder). Adding onto that, I would have to overcome that inability to be socially involved. 

~ Jessica ~