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Saturday, October 15, 2011
Visual Kei haters
Saw this on Tumblr and frankly it's True, And I decided to put it up here!
For those who Don't Have Tumblr. ~Jessica~
Visual Kei haters…
This topic has been on my mind a lot lately. I’m in the workings of starting a movement here. Some people are saying that VK is dying. I like to think that it’s evolving. It doesn’t look the same as it did when I was a kid, that’s for certain, but that doesn’t mean that it isn’t still here.
The first thing that people say is: “It’s about the looks and not the music! It’s all so fake!”
I say, I’d like you to find a man who wears his heart on his sleeve or sings more honest lyrics than RUKI from The GazettE.
They say things about how men in make up must all be -whatever gay slur you chose-, when these guys put in more late nights and sweat and tears than you can probably fathom.
They say that they’re rockstars with rockstar tempers living in a world of privilege.
I say we’re privileged to be graced with their talent and their unique view on things. I remind them of people like Aoi from the GazettE and how he went to Tokyo with little more than his guitar on his back and a few hundred dollars— and a dream.
I hear them say it over and over, that it’s not real music. There’s a reason I live for Visual Kei, and it’s got little to do with the glitz, the glam, and all of the pretty men (though that is a perk). It’s because every one of us is a slave to a society, whether that be in Japan, Europe, America— you name it. We all know what it’s like to wear a mask in order to survive. It’s required of us. These are men and in some cases, women, who are putting o na mask in order to take their old ones off. In order to say the things no one else can say, to rejoice in the things that are taboo and quite simply human nature.
Friday, October 14, 2011
High School In South Korea
Early today I was looking on you tube for Vlog on living abroad in South Korea, Instead I Found this interesting documentary on high school in south Korea. As I watch it I shock to see that a normal Korean teen would study about sixteen hours a day(I don't even study). And I was even more shock middle school end at 4:30pm, High school it's a whole different story the day ends at 9:30PM.
Also the fact that the stress of studying for sixteen hours a day even cause some teens to commit suicide. But that's most likely not only reason for that. Maybe because their are scared of what there parents would think if they fail.
Am not going to tell you all that the short video show so here the Video link enjoy.
Also the fact that the stress of studying for sixteen hours a day even cause some teens to commit suicide. But that's most likely not only reason for that. Maybe because their are scared of what there parents would think if they fail.
Am not going to tell you all that the short video show so here the Video link enjoy.
Documentary on High School in South Korea (part 1 of 2)
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Speers
So as I posted before in 24 days I will be leaving the city which I was born and rise to live with my grandparents with my dad for a while till we find a place, Speers, Saskatchewan is were am moving it a small village with a population of 74 and about 50 mins away from the town north battleford.
Am excited to start anew but very nervous since it such a small place and quiet as well.
Really the only thing am really worried about is the internet speed.
I know when I get there a won't being going to school for while which sucks.
The drive their in a U-haul is what I don't look forwards for,
being in a truck for a whole day. Good thing is that I have gravel.
So I most likely be sleeping the whole trip saving myself from dreaded Car sickness, Yay.
Hopefully their won't being any any trouble with the sale of the house since Grandpa brad the man that has brought the house backs out. Since the other house he's fixed up and is on sale at moment actually gets sold!
Hopefully it all turn out for the best and everything goes to plan
Saturday, October 1, 2011
★ 28
There's officially 28 days till....well I move to Saskatchewan, Oh I can't wait. Even Know me and my dad are staying with my grandparents I happy for a change of scenery, Even know that am moving to a place with fields and fields of emptiness. Am just happy that am 3 hours away from Edmonton , so i can go....well GO SHOPPING. ☜(⌒▽⌒)☞
(Saskatchewan Plains)
Thursday, September 29, 2011
What People see
Well everyone view me as that happy person who does all this crazy stuff, doesn't give crap about school and love to make friend and just nice to everyone but that's not me. But that's a mask am a girl who obsessed over Korean idols and Japanese rockers who love fan girl over there looks, A girl that want to be know as kawaii girl and be able to be my self to talk about my dreams to live in south Korea or Japan. Someone that love dancing to hip hop. I want to be that girly girl that hiding behind that door.
Saturday, September 24, 2011
September 24 Update: What been Happening
It's been couple a week since I've updated, so Am just write about whats been happen in my life in last 3-4 weeks , Like every year September mark a new year of school for a lot of student. but for me it didn't. if you been reading blog you would know that I spend my summer's at my dad.
So on Sept 5 my mom came and pick me up so I could go attend school till next summer(which at that time I was planing to go live with my dad in Saskatchewan next summer). But My luck had it that I accidentally let it slip about my plan to my mom. Which happen to piss my my MOTHER off (and also made her happy) So she kick Me out of her humble home.And i could tell that mom would say "Why evolved the inedible" Which mean in the language Ellen Russell "GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE" So of course I went upstairs to my OLD ROOM and pack.
I remember laughing at how long I lasted in the house, half a day. So Mom drove me a my boxes back to My Dads, not even helping me unloading my stuff. Once I loading all of my stuff into my sold house (was sold in august Have till October 28 to leave)and explain what happen to my dad about how am leaving with him to Saskatchewan. After that my mom had a talk with dad ex paining her side of story then she left (Taking something from the house most likely).
So for me, here came along a wait to be able to go to school. I spent a week at my dad doing Nothing but reading fanfic's on my laptop and watching K dramas, And so on The 13 My Mom came back to tell me that I couldn't attend the division which I live, She also continue to say that I had to came back to here house to go school. My exact words were (and actually I did say this) "GO TO HELL WOMEN YOU KICK ME OUT AND THEN YOU Excepted ME TO GO BACK". after that Nice short conversation My Mom finally got up with a smile on her face and left after taking something for the house again. So I now take a hour and fifteen minute bus to and back from school. I take dance, Gyms, Math and Geo. And so that all that has happen so far, And I know my life Boring so Bye bye for now.
So on Sept 5 my mom came and pick me up so I could go attend school till next summer(which at that time I was planing to go live with my dad in Saskatchewan next summer). But My luck had it that I accidentally let it slip about my plan to my mom. Which happen to piss my my MOTHER off (and also made her happy) So she kick Me out of her humble home.And i could tell that mom would say "Why evolved the inedible" Which mean in the language Ellen Russell "GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE" So of course I went upstairs to my OLD ROOM and pack.
I remember laughing at how long I lasted in the house, half a day. So Mom drove me a my boxes back to My Dads, not even helping me unloading my stuff. Once I loading all of my stuff into my sold house (was sold in august Have till October 28 to leave)and explain what happen to my dad about how am leaving with him to Saskatchewan. After that my mom had a talk with dad ex paining her side of story then she left (Taking something from the house most likely).
So for me, here came along a wait to be able to go to school. I spent a week at my dad doing Nothing but reading fanfic's on my laptop and watching K dramas, And so on The 13 My Mom came back to tell me that I couldn't attend the division which I live, She also continue to say that I had to came back to here house to go school. My exact words were (and actually I did say this) "GO TO HELL WOMEN YOU KICK ME OUT AND THEN YOU Excepted ME TO GO BACK". after that Nice short conversation My Mom finally got up with a smile on her face and left after taking something for the house again. So I now take a hour and fifteen minute bus to and back from school. I take dance, Gyms, Math and Geo. And so that all that has happen so far, And I know my life Boring so Bye bye for now.
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Leaving My childhood Home
It done, the date is set. Were Selling My Home of sixteen Year. I knew that the day would come that my Home would have to Go! A sad farewell but change is good I have alot of memories. And I always will we.
The plan is that the house will sell (dad will put most of his stuff in Storage), then Dad will Go to Saskatchewan to live with my grandma and grandpa, till he find a job, apartment and buys a new Car. Then in the spring Dad will come to back to pick up his stuff, Then come pick me and drive back to where ever we be living.
~ Jessica ~
Monday, August 22, 2011
Check IN!
It's been a Week since I started my weight loss challenge within the week I started to notices the change that come with loosing weight.
I feel Much lighter and less tired I also much more toned then the weeks before my stomach is starting to disappear. Which I thought would take much longer but I've always had been able to lose weight easily and gain it back as fast.
I give props to my diet (4 small meals a day) jogging at the end of day and other such activities during the day!
I lose 6 pound Yay which mean I'm 25 pound more to lose I just have to keep to my goals and habit I've pick up these week!
~Jessica~
I feel Much lighter and less tired I also much more toned then the weeks before my stomach is starting to disappear. Which I thought would take much longer but I've always had been able to lose weight easily and gain it back as fast.
I give props to my diet (4 small meals a day) jogging at the end of day and other such activities during the day!
I lose 6 pound Yay which mean I'm 25 pound more to lose I just have to keep to my goals and habit I've pick up these week!
~Jessica~
Monday, August 15, 2011
Weightloss 23 day Challenge
K am starting My weight loss Challenge today
My starting Weight is 164.3
My Goal is to lose as much weight possible in 23 Days.
Which means I got to lose Thirty pounds. I plan to ran Two time's a day Do push up and sit up which hear help get rid of the extra skin. Also I heard that Pure apple cider vinegar is great at speeding up weight loss results. And that It helps food move through the bowels faster, and most important, it releases fat cells from the body to promote fat loss. and it's says to Mix two tablespoons in a glass of water before each meal. I also know that drinking More water help's the metabolism. I also am think of eating 4-6 meals a day,but small meals.
Am going do a weight in Blog every Sunday till School.
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Dreams
Dreams, I usually don't remember much of them, But when I wake up and I do remember them there always about persuading my life to fullest, Like going after my dream to study abroad in a country were the native language isn't English like south Korea or Finland.
So recently I been thinking that I should persuade them and live that life I want, but is so far out of reach. There so many thing I have to do to be able to do this, I would have to learn the language that the country Speaks, earn the money Needed and Get Higher grade's in school and maybe it would be possible. I have so many thing to do to fulfill these dreams.
It not just dreams about going abroad, But to became successfully with my video's on YouTube. So starting tomorrow am going to start being more harder on my self about my Vlog, That mean Editing my video and actually talking about something interesting even if it takes a couple year. I am doing this.
I also want to became more socially aware and a better friend.
Because of my inability to actually hold a conversation I always have avoided talking for a long period of time (Social anxiety disorder). Adding onto that, I would have to overcome that inability to be socially involved.
~ Jessica ~
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Am i Sane
Just couple hours ago my friend ask if I was prepared for what's to come with the whole YouTube life?
To tell the true I am prepared for it and not worry at all.
I might not be prepared for when I start to get a insane amount of subscriber's.
But I know that will not happen for awhile, Not in till i get a better camera and editing program like other YouTuber's have. But right am right now am satisfied with what am doing with my rants vlog's at the moment n with only two sub's. And I know to became know I have to keep going at it. And to ignore the trolls that come along with the YouTube deal, which I will ignore them and lucky they haven't Bothered me Yet.
~Jessica~
And if you want to check my YouTube out the link is
My relationship With my Mom
As I look at my friends relationship with there mom's I tend to get Sad, Because I don't have a relationship like that with my mom I can't tell her stuff that normal teen tell there mom. and it's been like that since my parents divorce, it's weird i didn't pick side but my mom doesn't treat me like my brother and sister.
She doesn't even push me me to talk her instead she ignore me most the time when am in her presents.
The only time she said anything heart felt is when I Yell at her and leave the house to go to my dad, To get away from her yelling at me for how I act, And yes I act out, to get her attention. I don't really care at why I I did it. Now I don't even try, because I see no way on having her treat me nicer then she does. for now am just going to let it run it's course.
~ Jessica ~
Friday, August 12, 2011
Favourite Quotes !!!
There's an evolutionary imperative why we give a crap about our family and friends. And there's an evolutionary imperative why we don't give a crap about anybody else. If we loved all people indiscriminately, we couldn't function.
~David Foster, House M.D., TB or Not TB, 2005
A good film is when the price of the dinner, the theatre admission and the babysitter were worth it.
~Alfred Hitchcock
It's not that some people have willpower and some don't. It's that some people are ready to change and others are not.
~James Gordon, M.D.
Misfortune shows those who are not really friends.
~Aristotle (384 BC - 322 BC), Eudemian Ethics
Character is like a tree and reputation like its shadow. The shadow is what we think of it; the tree is the real thing.
~Abraham Lincoln (1809 - 1865), Lincoln's Own Stories
Hope is a waking dream.
~Aristotle (384 BC - 322 BC), from Diogenes Laertius,
Lives of Eminent Philosopher
School.............NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
5 weeks till School
Not looking forewords For it.
As long as I remember I had a burning hate for school, Just having to sit in a small space for six hours a day five days a week for 9 months. I think is a big waste. Why do we young people have to go to school for 13 years, and most of the stuff you learn you don't use after your done school. A waste of my time but it got to happen because you can't get a job without a high school education Now days.
Now for some people they enjoy school and love to wake at seven o'clock 5 days a week just to go to school, But am not one of those students, I rather just stay in bed till twelve get up then go to work.
But NO, it's the law to go to school till your eighteen in Canada, better yet they actually are going to start fining those who don't go school, Another way for the Canadian government to milk money out of are
pocket's (not that they need more money). The sad thing is that in the last couple year I've been a total slacker. I've also fail grade seven for not bothering to go (Am in grade ten Now).
My reason is that I've never found my lesson any fun and I never have people who are actually good quality friend before in my classes(expect my second semester, but I had only one good class.) I've always been put in a class with assholes, Bitches and gang members. Which in the end I always just sit in my desk and do absolutely but listing to music staring out the window daydreaming about Gackt(Japanese Hotness).
And there wondering why I miss school so much and I know it just not that but yeah.
But it not just that reason. I've always had a problem with school. I guess from bullying during my childhood, which cause me to have problem with trust toward other classmate's. Now bullying isn't a problem for me now days.
And know how the school's have tough policy's on bully's now day, Well my question is what the hell do these policy's do ? My Reason for this is that every time I see bullying happen in hallways of the school, there is usually a teacher standing a flew feet away from what's happening, Which I find weird that the teacher is doing nothing and I know that they know what happening. What happen to nailing down on the bullying in school's?
And i know for a fact it doesn't just happen in my school But happens all around Winnipeg (I know because my friends from other division see it happening in there school's as well).
But hopefully this school year will be different and there won't be much bullying, Gang activity's, Girl stealing other girls boyfriend and jocks being jocks. And actually getting good marks.
And maybe a Boyfriend !
And maybe a Boyfriend !
Thursday, August 11, 2011
I Hate YOU Drama
DRAMA
How I hate you
When I see you I run to the close's exit
Why do you turn the nice Girl's into lion's
I hate you
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Obsessed over South Korean boy Band
Lately i have be obsessing over some boy band from Korea for example
And am Proud to say I LUV YOU ALL
SHINee
MBLAQ (Hayyyyaayaya Lee Joon)
And am Sorry but I turned into a fan girl But I can't help IT!!!!!!
Just wanted to put this out sorry :)
~ Jessica ~
Advice Wanted ^_^
For last couple of day I've been thinking on what kinda video's I should do my for my YouTube channel
But I don't now what to To do so Who ever is reading this
Have any Advice
I kinda need it soon. Because I will be doing videos every Friday and Tuesday till I go back to school in September. Than I will most likely upload once a week.
So please any idea on what i should do for my vlog's!
Thanz
~ Jessica Peters~
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
YOUTUBE !!!!!!!
For some reason am made a YouTube channel some month ago
Recently I begin get more view on my two videos
Unbelievably as it is am actually beginning to actually enjoying make vids
Now I just got to keep make video and maybe I'll be a partner someday (Doubt it).
But I hope i keep my interest in it because I tend to lose interest in My hobbies.
For example Cadet, learning the snare drums,Karate and etc.
Recently I begin get more view on my two videos
Unbelievably as it is am actually beginning to actually enjoying make vids
Now I just got to keep make video and maybe I'll be a partner someday (Doubt it).
But I hope i keep my interest in it because I tend to lose interest in My hobbies.
For example Cadet, learning the snare drums,Karate and etc.
Rain YEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Yes people But what the title say it has finally Rain in My Wonderful City.
If you have Read my early post about not having rain in so long
Well it finally rain for a whole DAY :)
Off and on I mean :(
IT's was the first time since The middle of June since it had rain
But now it COLD and Sad Outside now thanx alot Rain :(
But hopefully It thunderstorm soon !
~ Jessica Jukka Peters~
Well it finally rain for a whole DAY :)
Off and on I mean :(
But now it COLD and Sad Outside now thanx alot Rain :(
~ Jessica Jukka Peters~
Friday, August 5, 2011
Summer I luv your hot weather your giving us But Give us Rain Sometime
(A Sunny day again)
I live in Canadian Prairies, Winnipeg to precise. Were use to having a mix of all different type of weather in a weeks time (except for snow). But this summer it feels like a Oven and As far as I remember our summer usually don't into the 30's Days after days. And this Summer its only rain 4 times as unbelievable as it is.
It only thunderstorm twice in the city and they only lasted 10 mins.
And we never get that thunder storm the News Report Says is going to happen
We also had are share of tornado warning but we never seen any funnel, just green sky.
The tornado always skip town and hit outside the City.
It kinda makes it feel like Winnipeg is a dead zone for Severe storm.
But am saying that to soon
And if you live in Winnipeg you know if a Hugh storm or tornado was happen outside your
door while you were asleep, You would get no type of warning unlese your t.v or radio was on to hear that warning.
It's kinda sad that we don't have Tornado siren.
With the warning we get all time about tornado am just waiting for a big one to came with no warning and suck Us UP.
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Wanted: My life back Reward:1,00,000,
Just sometimes I want runaway from looking in the mirror, afraid that when Look in Am not going to be happy about what I see. Am not afraid of what I look like No i know that am beautiful in my own way! What i am afraid is what I become 0¬0
I grow up I've change frankly everybody changes in there own way. some change for the good and change into monsters. But i feel that i don't any more life. I've giving up on my dream, thinking why try when there no hope. But am trying i hope that maybe just maybe my dream being able to go abroad would happenAm disappointed with myself for letting go Just dropping everything But i feel the life am living does not give Happiness and the joy i should be having at my age But i know i have Try what in my power to make that joy of life
~ Jessica Jukka Florence Peters~
For Some reason people like running me Over ^____^
(Keep in mind that I don't own this pic I just using it as a example)
For some odd reason as long as I can remember I've always had the misfortune of having close call and even getting hit by cars(which wasn't my fault). My friends Say that I just have the luck of attracting jackass driving
(young wannabe gangster).That have no respect for people walking. For example My friends Cooper,Alex,Dylan and Scott (all boys I KNOW). We Were crossing intersection when idiot decided to whip out of the 7/11 parking lot and Draft into the intersection when were walking across only to stop centimetres away from and which piss the fuck out so i kicked his car and give him the finger. The idiot Then draft around the corner only to hit the Shift wrong stalling his civic and hitting the curve. And of course Driving off into the Sunset.(karma much). And of course i Never been Injured believe it or not From getting hit.Which I shouldn't say because I would just would cause karma. And i wonder why some people who can't drive for shit pass there driver's :(
(young wannabe gangster).That have no respect for people walking. For example My friends Cooper,Alex,Dylan and Scott (all boys I KNOW). We Were crossing intersection when idiot decided to whip out of the 7/11 parking lot and Draft into the intersection when were walking across only to stop centimetres away from and which piss the fuck out so i kicked his car and give him the finger. The idiot Then draft around the corner only to hit the Shift wrong stalling his civic and hitting the curve. And of course Driving off into the Sunset.(karma much). And of course i Never been Injured believe it or not From getting hit.Which I shouldn't say because I would just would cause karma. And i wonder why some people who can't drive for shit pass there driver's :(
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