Monday, February 27, 2012

Happy

When I look at my refection, Am happy with how I look. To myself I look beautiful. There was a time when looking in a mirror was something I avoided a much as I could. the time when I wasn't happy about who I was, No it wasn't because I thought myself  ugly, but it My attitude towards life, In four short year my life from elven years old to sixteen, i made bad decision to get involved into thing I shouldn't have, instead of playing sport and going school work, being friend with people who didn't get in trouble with the law almost every week. I took on a personally, one that didn't care about what happen to herself, didn't let people close and sure as hell didn't have a grip on their temper, during those years I lost and grained, and took life for granted. It took a beating from my ex-boyfriend to gain sense. "what I've be doing, why do I think that am worthless? Am I stupid, why am I throw life away for this lifestyle" At that time I decided to change it took me awhile, I just couldn't just drop everything and hope it would be over. I slowly put back, Got out of that relationship, told my friend of my plan. Surprisingly they understood, I thought that if I told them I didn't want to be involved with gang activities any more and I want to stay away from the drinking and drug, and I thought that they would be Outraged. But I think understood that this wasn't helping me and it was more like killing  me slowing painfully, I was digging my own grave.
I didn't stop taking to them,why would I do that there my friend.

But, About a month later when I dealt with my business, and pick my pieces up, I was told that my childhood  home was being sold. I decided to leave Manitoba with my dad to Saskatchewan, to a small village outside of hafford.
A new start, which took advantage of. I left behind my dark past and made a New one,There still some cuts left to heal,But so far I've learn that my Life is beautiful and I'm lucky to live with what I have.
I'm happy!



~Jessica Jukka Peters~

Sunday, October 23, 2011

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Saturday, October 15, 2011

Visual Kei haters


Saw this on Tumblr and frankly it's True, And I decided to put it up here!
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Visual Kei haters…
This topic has been on my mind a lot lately. I’m in the workings of starting a movement here. Some people are saying that VK is dying. I like to think that it’s evolving. It doesn’t look the same as it did when I was a kid, that’s for certain, but that doesn’t mean that it isn’t still here.

The first thing that people say is: “It’s about the looks and not the music! It’s all so fake!”

I say, I’d like you to find a man who wears his heart on his sleeve or sings more honest lyrics than RUKI from The GazettE.

They say things about how men in make up must all be -whatever gay slur you chose-, when these guys put in more late nights and sweat and tears than you can probably fathom.

They say that they’re rockstars with rockstar tempers living in a world of privilege.

I say we’re privileged to be graced with their talent and their unique view on things. I remind them of people like Aoi from the GazettE and how he went to Tokyo with little more than his guitar on his back and a few hundred dollars— and a dream.

I hear them say it over and over, that it’s not real music. There’s a reason I live for Visual Kei, and it’s got little to do with the glitz, the glam, and all of the pretty men (though that is a perk). It’s because every one of us is a slave to a society, whether that be in Japan, Europe, America— you name it. We all know what it’s like to wear a mask in order to survive. It’s required of us. These are men and in some cases, women, who are putting o na mask in order to take their old ones off. In order to say the things no one else can say, to rejoice in the things that are taboo and quite simply human nature.


Friday, October 14, 2011

High School In South Korea

Early today I was looking on  you tube for Vlog on living abroad in South Korea, Instead I Found this interesting documentary on high school in south Korea. As I watch it I shock to see that a normal Korean teen would study about sixteen hours a day(I don't even study). And I was even more shock middle school end at 4:30pm, High school it's a whole different story the day ends at 9:30PM. 


Also the fact that the stress of studying for sixteen hours a day even cause some teens to commit suicide. But that's most likely not only reason for that. Maybe because their are scared of what there parents would think if they fail. 
 Am not going to tell you all that the short video show so here the Video link  enjoy.


Documentary on High School in South Korea (part 1 of 2)