Bestfriend Leaving

 

So a sad thing happen, My best friend that is met six years ago, All the sudden i can't Get ahold of her it, Like she drop off the face of the planet. I try emailing Her...I get one Back, It's the Mail Delivery Subsystem. Her Email Doesn't Exist AnyMore, I try calling Her, Out of servise Like What the hell?

 

I call kelvin Her Brother He tells me She Move, THe thing Is. Kelvin Doesn't Know Where, There was a Falling Out with Her family and she decinded to abandon everything and Run Away Her Friends And Family. And there No way of getting in contact. Can't report her as a Missing Person Because she legal and not missing she just decinded to leave and drop all tye with Everyone. I feel kinda batrayed, Lett down that My best friend decinded to stop are relationship and totally forget about not only me, but Everyone Else.

 

When she decinds to come back and try to repair things between me and her family it's gonna be a long journay cuse were noth gonna just forgive her for it.

 

It's not like she hasn't done this before, Truefuly she done it once or twise but at that time she was under age and the police could get involded and bring her back,She ranaway to helsinki (shes from finland). At that time they live in Norway, Olso. Funny she never told me how she cross two border to get to soumi. SHes' has a great family,she spoiled, get what she want, and didn't have to work a day in her life and she ran like she had nothing to lose. well she did, Her friends and Family.

                                                               - Jessica Peters

Photoscape Review

For a Long I've been looking for a free downloadable image editor. With All sort of awesome gadgets, Easy to use and fun. That not only resizes, edits and tweaks your Photos. It took me a long time to find something that I liked and would be able to use without a Trial Runs only. I would always find something great to edited with, but it always end up with the con of having it only for a short Trial .  I don't have money to be able to spend it on a high price program like Photoshop and  many others.  Usually I look for programs on Cnet, which is a great place to find program for free to download. But I always have the bad luck of finding editing software that didn't meet my requirements or had only trials available or costed money. It wasn't till about one week ago that I found a easy to use, editing software that was free, and had all sorts of gadgets to use. for example:

• creates slideshows
•  animated GIF's
•  captures screenshots
• combines and splits images
• And much more

Its all-in-one style photo editor. It"s about two years old and also rank #1 photo editor on Cnet. It could be used on  operating systems: Window NT/2000/XP/Vista and Windows 7. The rating the program has 5 stars and it that should show that it a fantastic product to use. 

My opinion of photo scape is that I really love the program I can finally make my photo of myself look great. I love how it really easy to use and if you something wrong you can fix it with a click of a undo button. And its free I always loved free Things.  - Jessica Florence Peters

Download Links Here

Here I took some screenshot to show how and looks. Of course I couldn't put up all the photo of what the program look let but here the Start Page and photo editing Page

Start Page

Normal Editing Page 

Life Wasn't Hard

As a little girl life wasn’t so hard

Running around without a care in the world

Laughing without shadows lingering in your eyes

How did we know that life woud became so harsh

By slamming you agisant the wall

The Only thing she thought could harm her  were falling off the bar

Thought she was invisible 

But soon that was gone

By Jessica F. Peters

So started on vlogging again so check my vids out if ya hav time i would lov it lol

                                                                       

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Fixing My Future

It's Not My calling: But Heyy

:3 So am back. Back you wonder well in Winnipeg actually I've been in Winnipeg since June 17th. I just totally forgot about my blog for awhile. I remember posting on this very blog about how I was so happy to be leaving Winnipeg and starting a new life but as you can see there was no such thing. The long story short I started to date someone my grandparents hated, got kick and live in hell for a couple of month. Drinking then was my saviour the only thing keeping me happy at that time. So soon he cheated and we broke up(well we broke up one time before) I live miserable for a month at his house cause I had nowhere to go. And then finally my father help me out and got me back to Winnipeg to my mother. The end seriously I don't really feel like detail the whole thing adventure LOL

Women of desire

Women of desire by jessiefin273 featuring a floral print dress

Vila Clothes floral print dress
$44 - republic.co.uk

Blazer
topshop.com

Red Herring wedge pumps
$55 - debenhams.com

Rebecca minkoff clutch
rebeccaminkoff.com

Balloon photo nursery decor teal aqua carnival photography circus...
etsy.com

Gee Beauty eye makeup
$130 - eluxe.ca

STOP KONY 2012

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Happy

When I look at my refection, Am happy with how I look. To myself I look beautiful. There was a time when looking in a mirror was something I avoided a much as I could. the time when I wasn't happy about who I was, No it wasn't because I thought myself  ugly, but it My attitude towards life, In four short year my life from elven years old to sixteen, i made bad decision to get involved into thing I shouldn't have, instead of playing sport and going school work, being friend with people who didn't get in trouble with the law almost every week. I took on a personally, one that didn't care about what happen to herself, didn't let people close and sure as hell didn't have a grip on their temper, during those years I lost and grained, and took life for granted. It took a beating from my ex-boyfriend to gain sense. "what I've be doing, why do I think that am worthless? Am I stupid, why am I throw life away for this lifestyle" At that time I decided to change it took me awhile, I just couldn't just drop everything and hope it would be over. I slowly put back, Got out of that relationship, told my friend of my plan. Surprisingly they understood, I thought that if I told them I didn't want to be involved with gang activities any more and I want to stay away from the drinking and drug, and I thought that they would be Outraged. But I think understood that this wasn't helping me and it was more like killing  me slowing painfully, I was digging my own grave.

I didn't stop taking to them,why would I do that there my friend.

But, About a month later when I dealt with my business, and pick my pieces up, I was told that my childhood  home was being sold. I decided to leave Manitoba with my dad to Saskatchewan, to a small village outside of hafford.

A new start, which took advantage of. I left behind my dark past and made a New one,There still some cuts left to heal,But so far I've learn that my Life is beautiful and I'm lucky to live with what I have.

I'm happy!

~Jessica Jukka Peters~

Ai Weiwei: Never Sorry

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1845773/